Introduction

[cuckold_hans]

I am a 38 year old Danish married wannabe who for many years has been
more and more interested in the lifestyle and to move toward being a
cuckold couple. I know that my wife do have a hotwife potential (she
was very active in her younger days) but after a few kids and allot
of extra weight she does not think that anyone would be interested in
her at all due to her low self-esteem. Before this she hat all the
curve the right place, big breats and the sexy look in her eyes and
she knew this. She loved to flirt and did cheat allot on her previous
boyfriend. In the beginning it was very hurtful for me to think about
her background but I think it slowly evolved me into the cuckold
mindset. She told me that she does not think that love and sex
necessary should be linked together and that she one time have sex
with a black guy. However I am a little scared that I past the line
where she was thinking and acting like. Now she thinks of her self as
a fat unattractive mother.

I am not interested to trick her into this and I know that I should
discuss this with her, but I would like to slowly "prepare" her to
this kind of lifestyle so that when I do start to talk about it with
her she would not be shocked or she might even have been fantasying
something like this. I'm therefore looking for an "online class" or
some kind of check list with task to complete which slowly can help
me turn my wife and my self into this lifestyle.

Another thing which I would like to work on right away (and is a more
short term project) is to turn my self into the perfect cuckold who
can do what ever it takes to be a cuckold in this kind of
relationship. I am not sure which direction I should take in the
cuckold lifestyle yet (a slave, a sissy or just a watching husband).
But since I like to expand my limits this could be a good tool to
continuously to push my limit (starting with easy task) and to get
all the way to what ever type of cuckold I will turn into.

Another benefit with such a list is that I could fore example say
that now I have completed 14 of the tasks and therefore I am 60% a
real cuckold.

I have done the first step for my path to become the perfect cuckold
- to drink my own cum. This I did yesterday after jerking off
thinking of my wife with a Bull. From now on I will do this every
time I cum to a cuckold fantasy (I normally do this at least ones a
day, so it will be allot of cum eating) but I hope I can develop this
even more. Any idea on my cum eating ritual or how to use my cum?

In the longer run I also need to figure out how to show my new talent
to my wife by eating a creampie which will be the optimal goal of
this task - besides eating it with another man cum.

I am also looking for online friends (cuckold/hotwife/bulls) who has
been or are on this journy toward cuckoldry. I am normmaly not using
yahoo messenger but you can allways cache me here or on my mail.

Regards
Hans